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Eisley - Ten Cent Blues
Dear orthodox, I can’t control my feelings. And who hit me? I just might be coming ‘round the bush. And my stilts, they began cracking, subsequently pushed.
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formspring!
are you single?
no! i’m happily taken. ecstatically, even. I’ve finally met a true keeper :) haha
do you go to alot of shows in the philly area
mhmmm! if you’ve seen me, i’m probably there with my best friend megan
What are your top 3 favorite bands?
this is kind of hard! they always change, however at the moment i’d have to say:
Say Anything, La Roux, and Black Kids
how many times a week do you shower?
lmao.. what an odd question.. i shower everyday except for saturday sometimes if i’m not doing anything and feel lazy.
So I just recently followed you and I just love everything I read on your page. I love all your icons and your backgrounds and photos and things you post — I always smile a little when I look at your tumblr. I don’t really know, weird right? But thanks though.
awww, thank you! it’s not really weird at all. i’m curious as to who you are, anon!
LOL DO YOU REALLY HAVE SWINE FLU?
I believe so :(
We’re friends on FB. Your superrrrr cute!!
eheheh thank you <3
your a fug bitch
thanks ;)
i think i saw you on warped!
oh lord, here we go again.
I always think
about what it would be like if I died. Not for me, of course, but for the other people in my life. Would they care? Would anyone be even remotely sad? It eats away at me to think that it’s a possibility that no one would care. I’ve always been somewhat quiet. I don’t like it when anyone makes a fuss over me, so I don’t allow it to happen. Would it still be the same if I were to go away? I just want to touch someone before I go. I want to be remembered by someone. I want someone to be in pain because I’m gone. It bothers me knowing that it may not happen that way. Don’t get me wrong, I’ve never been happier, I’m just curious.
Up until now I had sworn to myself that I'm content with loneliness because none of it was ever worth the risk.
formspring! ask questions, tell me things, tell me a nice story, anything!
Maybe this time I won’t be lazy and I’ll post Q & A.
I want to turn the rest of the world off.
Go ahead, keep preaching. Keep forcing your ideas down my throat. I’m not naive enough to believe that the world works in such innocent, conservative ways. I know what is okay for myself. I know what I want and I know how to protect myself from getting hurt. I know what I’m ready to do and what I’m ready to give away. And right now, I want to give it all away because I have faith in this. It’s just painful to sit back and watch people I call my friends doubt and try to tear down something so beautiful. Something so beautiful that is finally mine, after all these years. Most days I try not to let it get to me, but sometimes it does and those are the days I feel like giving up on some of the people I’ve grown so familiar with. Those are the days I want to cry and pretend I never had any good times with them. So, stop being so bitter and let me be happy. Is that too much to ask? Do I not deserve it? I have everything under control.
The young at heart know what I mean.
No great genius has ever existed without some touch of madness.
— Aristotle
